I should have...

I should have threw harsh words towards him when i had the chance:

"Time to wake up & snap out of all this.. i have been beside you supporting you 27/4 w/o fail w/o getting any support from you w/o complaining!!" (And all you ever did was to complain about me when something goes wrong)

But instead i faltered in front of him.. which was the greatest mistake ever made. Now it feels like i've ruined his life.

Great work you did!

But it was good that he threw everything onto me.. its good that he made me walk away. I deserved the big break.

It wasn't easy supporting an immature man 24/7, esp since for all my life i hadn't been emotionally strong.

This time it was really great work i did. *pat on my back i deserve!