Sunday, March 10, 2013
Hello Bloggie in 2013. I'm back. What will you do if you are in alot of pain? When will i be able to open the door and walk away? I'm not getting any younger - everyone my age is getting married or has gotten married with kids. What happened to me? Job's not good too - so what if i could achieve being in one of the top companies in a higher position? No one seems to care. I'm not performing like i thought i would. What went wrong - why has my life gone upside down? Why cant i communicate well.. why is it that i could keep all the pain and hurt in me and try to live with it? How much longer can i hold out? Is running away now, or shd i say starting afresh now help?
Posted by finkl at 8:57 AM
Monday, June 11, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
I'm feeling very vulnerable now. Who will tell me that everything is ok and hug me with all their love? I just wanna be loved, is there anything wrong with that? It's my fault that i nv know how to cherish the guys that loved me more than themselves. What should i do now?
Posted by finkl at 2:25 AM
Friday, June 1, 2012
Dear bloggie, I'm feeling down and insecure. Should I give up? Sometimes I look back at all my hardwork towards the relationship and towards him, I wonder.. Why am I working so hard for? Why do I give my heart and soul to someone so immature? I want to be love. I need the support from a man I love. I know all this yet why am I tormenting myself? Who will love and support me? Maybe I should give up and stay away from humans. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I'm tired.
Posted by finkl at 12:27 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
I just msg him that i forgave him. I calmed down and thought about it from his perspective and asked him not to blame himself.
I'm not interested to play his childish games. Told him the best way to make it up to me is to be happy.
And then whatever response he might give.. i'll just be on my way.
On my way to happiness.. on my way to what i deserved best.
I'm feeling better now...
Wish me all the best. I don't want to feel hurt anymore.
Posted by finkl at 10:29 AM