Faltering Emotions

Dear bloggie,

I broke down hard once again.

I promised myself to grow stronger, change my perspectives.
But why is it so hard..

I told myself I can do this all by myself.
But why is it so hard..

I told myself there are people around who care and do love me.
But why do i still feel so lonely?

Why am I hurting inside?
Why am I struggling so hard for?
What am I living for?
What's the purpose of my life?

Why can't I do anything right?

I need my answers.

Till i clear my head and get everything straighten out,
I have to remind myself.. DO NOT GIVE UP.

Lost.

What should i do? I am lost.
I'm tired. I feel as if i'm falling..

:'(