Hello Bloggie in 2013. I'm back. What will you do if you are in alot of pain? When will i be able to open the door and walk away? I'm not getting any younger - everyone my age is getting married or has gotten married with kids. What happened to me? Job's not good too - so what if i could achieve being in one of the top companies in a higher position? No one seems to care. I'm not performing like i thought i would. What went wrong - why has my life gone upside down? Why cant i communicate well.. why is it that i could keep all the pain and hurt in me and try to live with it? How much longer can i hold out? Is running away now, or shd i say starting afresh now help?