Unconditional love

Unconditional love.. too much one way traffic will make you tired. I longed to be loved.. unconditionally. Now, I just want to be loved.

inspiring quote

Saw this and it's true.

There are no obstacles in life, only opportunities to better oneself and become stronger. Use a negative situation as a stepping stone to something greater.

Doubts

Am i very difficult to be with? What's wrong with me? Why no matter how i change, people keep faulting me with things?
Is it true that no one can stand me?

what if i can nv fall in love with another person again? What if i can nv be in another rship again cos no one can stand me.. i dont really want to put myself thru all that hurt again.

My feelings, 23rd April 2012

Did you know? I was actually a very vulnerable person. Can i be vulnerable to you just once? If i did that, will you turn your back on me and walk away?

I miss you..

Trust.

Feeling emotional again. Its recurring. Its bad. How can I see the light and move away from negative thoughts? Is it from the quater life crisis i'm suffering from.
Why do i keep feeling sucidal?

Recently a string of events happened. I'm Struggling.

Its really hard for a person whose super reliant on other people to have to be independant. The world is cruel. Even the ones u truly loved, can make use of you or laughing behind your back cruelly.

I feel so alone.

Theres no one there where i could really count on. No one you can really trust. If there is such a person, i will definately cherish him/her.

Faltering Emotions

Dear bloggie,

I broke down hard once again.

I promised myself to grow stronger, change my perspectives.
But why is it so hard..

I told myself I can do this all by myself.
But why is it so hard..

I told myself there are people around who care and do love me.
But why do i still feel so lonely?

Why am I hurting inside?
Why am I struggling so hard for?
What am I living for?
What's the purpose of my life?

Why can't I do anything right?

I need my answers.

Till i clear my head and get everything straighten out,
I have to remind myself.. DO NOT GIVE UP.

Lost.

What should i do? I am lost.
I'm tired. I feel as if i'm falling..

:'(