Tired of life

Suddenly feel tired of life.. maybe its cos i've been falling sick all the time. Need to ace a job interview tmr.. gd luck to myself and gd nite world!

Who's viewing this?

Saw the web traffic for my blog. Quite high for a personal private site.. so who's viewing? I wonder.

Vulnerability

I'm feeling very vulnerable now. Who will tell me that everything is ok and hug me with all their love? I just wanna be loved, is there anything wrong with that? It's my fault that i nv know how to cherish the guys that loved me more than themselves. What should i do now?

What am I doing with my life?

Dear bloggie, I'm feeling down and insecure. Should I give up? Sometimes I look back at all my hardwork towards the relationship and towards him, I wonder.. Why am I working so hard for? Why do I give my heart and soul to someone so immature? I want to be love. I need the support from a man I love. I know all this yet why am I tormenting myself? Who will love and support me? Maybe I should give up and stay away from humans. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I'm tired.